Sam was given to me as a present on my 15th birthday. I can't remember a day when I was happier back then. He grew up a very smart and very clever boy, who loved us as much as we took care of him. There was no single day without a thought about him.

In his life he was a constructor. He like to play with stones (put one stone on another) build a little tower, always was hiding them and then came back to this place later to finish what he started.

He knew so many things, and could understand everything just looking at him.

He gave all his love to us, cheered up when we were sad. Nothing in the world could take away the pain , but is touch , his kiss.

In 1997 , when I got to the hospital , cause of a very tragic accident that has changed my life forever, I could not see him, untill I was brought to another section of the hospital , where I could see him later (through the glass). Tears were filling my eyes, when I saw him waiving with his little tail. He put a smile on my face, when I felt very bad.

Then it happend so, that I had to leave my country and come to the USA (Philadelphia) to get some treatment, Sam was left with my dad. And neither me, nor my mom saw him for a long period of time. Then my dad came to us. But how could we leave him there alone with my grandparents who physically could not take care of him. We asked some people to help us bring Sam to United States. And he did a pretty big journey. He flew to England , where he made a stop (poor baby...alone in a huge cage) then we had to go pick him up to Dallas (TX) as we currently lived in Oklahoma.

We were so happy to have him back, to have him for a long time, but now when he left us (my heart is still crying).

Sam was very ill for the past few months (doctors said he had tumor in his head) and he was dying. He had many seizures. We all had sleepless nights as we were going through it with him. We could not see him in pain, as he was suffering. Our only decision, even though we could not fight with this feeling inside. We had to put him asleep. The medicine that doctors gave us didn't help, as he had even more seizures after them.

Sam , we love you so much , my little baby!!!!! We want you to know, that you are in our hearts to stay forever. You spend almost 9 wonferfull years with us, and you were our sunshine , that was keeping us warm. I wish , I could give you a big kiss right now and tease you on the sofa , like we always did. God bless you !!!!

THERE IS SUCH AN EMPTINESS WITHOUT YOU MY DEAREST FRIEND :((

Rest In Peace

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